Note on Cheating
Note On Cheating..
i was thinking (yet again) why do people cheat or at least be tempted to. I never could understand why cheaters would hurt someone they claim they love. I used "claim" for love means being truthful.
and now that i’m in a situation wherein i could either cheat or not, i have caught a glimpse of the reason–correction reasons.
i could not generalize them; all i could do is tell you mine. Perhaps, i was feeling unloved. to be frank my current relationship is far from ideal. i am lucky if i could meet him twice a month. the messages have become habits rather than a portrayal of feelings. they say absence makes a heart grow fonder, and for me that is quite sad.
but why can’t i leave him? i want to say i’m doing it out of guilt, because of hurting him more than once…but i can’t help but think perhaps i am afraid. i have departed from my numbness, that the shortness of love no matter how small it is would destroy me.
in the end, i stand corrected, the ONLY reason cheaters exist is selfishness.
